Where I Wanna Be?

(where am I?), is this really me
(where I wanna be?), tell me the place where I can be me,

I don't see my own reflection, is it my need?
all I see is sorrow, will it always follow me?
I want my redemption, I don't want your greed,
stain is on your soul, maybe it's time you'll become me,

I could see no more,
if I could dream once more,
silence have led me,
to a place where I wanna be,

I can never be, what they wanted,
I can never be, what we wanted,
this burning, this trial, stripped of all my desires,
erase, erase, erase those memories,

(over others beliefs), I don't get a say on my own being,
(over others beliefs), you stand upon me,

you look for gold , cause your mind is sold,
white is your frame, lies are your game,
now I take my depression, make it my own obsession,
now I plant these seeds in me, grow within me...

I could see no more,
if I could dream once more,
silence have led me,
to a place where I wanna be